i hate it when you guys do that to me. look at yourself before you laugh at me alright? is it really that important to be thin like a fuggin stick? if you're laughing at the meat that's growing on me what about that round ball of fat attached to your stomach? do you even know how it feels like to be embarrassed in front of your whole family? alright i know it was really boring in that restaurant, waiting for our food. so what? do you really have to pick that fuggin time to tell the whole family how much meat i have? THANK YOU SO MUCH. THAT'S SOME MOTIVATION FOR ME. eff you.

and there are some people who love to play games all the time im not gonna fall for it alright? you are the most childish person i've ever seen in my whole life. gawd.

and now it's my mum. we just got back from kedah and she has to be stressed over the housework not like we're not helping you right? and now she's getting so pissed and scolding us about slamming the door and some shit stuff. telling us to just sit down next time and not help her with the house chores. alright then next time we get back back from some vacation we will just sit there and go online. see what you're gonna do. MY GOSH just chill the F down alright. it's just house chores. house. chores. wtf is there to be so pissed about? urgh. i hope monday comes faster. at least listening to some uncle nagging is better.

home alone

holidays gonna be over in three weeks and i haven't touched my add maths tuition homework (which was given out 2 weeks ago) and 5 sets of add maths holiday homework and chemistry holiday homework! oh and bm too. what have i been doing all these time? lemme see.. right after exam there was choral speaking competition, then results and then swimming competition. been training like shit but my stamina is no better than my grandma. actually i should be going swimming now but yea. you know, motivating yourself daily is something really boring ;) i've been watching so many movies and dramas after exam i kinda lost count of it lol let me list them out:

1. Real Steel
2. In Time
3. Sector 7
4. Immortals
5. You Are The Apple Of My Eye
6. Breaking Dawn
7. Arthur Christmas
8. Tennis Prince
9. 49 Days
10. City Hunter
11. Scent Of a Woman

gawd that's a lot! ahhhh so guilty gotta do some reading..... later ;)
anyway, i just finished watching the most romantic drama on earth, screaming and laughing alone in my study like some psycho. scent of a woman! everybody should watch it, quite meaningful :)

 deng deng deng deng!! the lead actor! :D

 anybody ever had that disappointing feeling when you finish watching a drama/movie and you get back to your real life? or is it just me?
gosh dad and mum went out, sis in KL, nobody at home my face expression is like:

FOREVER ALONE.

anybody wanna save me from rotting?

till i post again! ;)

it's been a while :)

final year exams are finally over!! so glad i could finally seat down and watch tv or go online or sleep an hour more during the afternoons without having have to worry about what i haven't studied yet :) i got a little bit used to thinking " i should go and study now" every minute im doing something i know i shouldn't be doing during the exams exp: going online, reading storybooks, watching TV, daydreaming etc, etc. gets a bit annoying at times but anyway i won't be thinking about that in a few days time cos i know imma PARTAAYY LIKE A RAWKSTARRR :D im planning to go for a movie marathon with Sarah this sunday, gonna watch in time and sector 7 in one afternoon!! hope it's still in cinemas! i have been waiting for so long to watch Sector 7--it was out in the cinemas DURING exam. gosh imagine how frustrating is that. anyway i just edited a pic of me and celine in picnik!! :D

 

love the star!! :)

all about us:)

take my hand

i'll teach you to dance

i'll spin you around

won't letcha fall down

would you let me lead

you can step on my feet

give it a try

it'll be alright

the rooms hush hush

and now's our moment

take it in, feel it all and hold it

eyes on you, eyes on me

we're doing this right

cuz lovers dance when they're feeling in love

spotlight shining it's all about us

it's all about us

and every heart in the room will melt

this is a feeling i've never felt like

it's all about us.

suddenly, i'm feeling brave

dunno what's gotten into me

but i feel this way

can we dance real slow

can i hold you real close

the rooms hush hush

and now's our moment

take it in, feel it all and hold it

eyes on you, eyes on me

we're doing this right

cuz lovers dance when they're feeling in love

spotlight shining it's all about us

it's all about us

and every heart in the room will melt

this is a feeling i've never felt like

it's all about us.

do you hear that love

they're playing our song

do you think we're ready

oh i'm really feeling it

do you hear that love,

do you hear that love.

lovers dance when they're feeling in love

spotlight shining it's all about us

it's all

every heart in the room will melt

this is a feeling i've felt

but it's all about us

cuz lovers dance when they're feeling in love

spotlight shining it's all about us

it's all about us

and every heart in the room will melt

this is a feeling i've never felt but

it's all, it's all about

us.

all about us-old demos by he is we:)

heroine's back.

suppose to be studying physics now but whatever. a few hours rest won't hurt! now listening to old demo's Pour Me Out. they are awesome! their songs are the best to listen to during a rainy afternoon :)

anyway, i took pics of the clouds yesterday--they were exceptionally blueeeee not like today's greyish brown :(

the expression i had the whole night while reading chemistry ;) it's gonna be over soon!! good luck to me!!! :D

ma-ree-ohhhh!

just watched a gay movie starring MARIO MAURER and some guy ( name's too long can't remember) called "the love of siam". it's actually two boys, Tong ( Mario) and Mew (the other guy), living in the same neighbourhood and they eventually became friends until one day, Tong's sister, Tang went to Chiangmai and never came back. his parents decided to move and these two friends were seperated. a few years later, Mew met Tong once again and they started developing a relationship that is deeper than friendship. before they realise it, they were in love.

the movie was so touching, i cried for numerous times!! it's really worth watching!

Just.......... don't watch while you eat ;)

 the first time!

 the guy acting as mario's "girlfriend" cute huh?

 

 the girl who was secretly having a crush on Mew. she couldn't accept it when she heard that Mew was gay :(

 Mew telling Tong how lonely he was and Tong comforting him :)

Mario as Tong in the movie! HAWWWWT.

when there is love, there is hope--The Love of Siam.

sick:(

 having a really terrible sore throat plus flu now. my nose is like a water tap my gosh you should see the amount of mucus dripping out of my nose. gross.


for once in my life time i wished i could be in school now, reading chinese or maybe just talking crap at the back of the class with luo lin or sleeping with the teacher's dull tone as a lullaby:)

i hate being at home and reading history with a headache, have a nap and wake up with a more severe headache, eating porridge while my mum tells me our trip to the mall today would be cancelled. OMGEEE I CAN'T EVEN HAVE AN OREO TO CHEER MYSELF UP!!!!   i wanna thrash on my pillows, scream at the top of my lungs, tear my history books, cry into my physics homework, call my sister, walk to the bus stop, sit the bus to City Square, buy myself an Oreo McFlurry, walk to Convent, sit on the steps and cry.

yeah. maybe i should really do that.